type shii i have been on

haha 69 days to jee (funny number) i spent stupid 4 years on this stupid exam for no mind blowing results. my life rn is an oscillation of we are so back and we are so done.

today was children’s day, …my last one, apparently i am an “adult” now, yay i can now go to websites and legally… vote… speaking of which kinda pissed i won’t be vote in the 2026 vidhan sabha elections of bengal because my jee is around the same time. so will have to wait another 4 years before i touch an evm unless by some miracle, there is an early by-election.

heh for children’s day, i didn’t even realize its children’s day until during last period when we were having a physics test they gave us some 5 rupay wala chocolate lol.

today my home didn’t have electricity and waterfor longest amount of time iirc, from 8 am to 5pm. Man istg bhubaneswar is the worst city man!!! Like, the planned part of the city is nice, it looks really pretty!!! and then there’s chandresekharpur area (where i live) its an urban mess man and with the constant power cuts and shit its really annoying. Missed my afternoon nap because of this stupid power cut… gonna brew myself some Assam so that I don’t fall asleep, i will have to struggle through this awful chemistry and shit because I have a jee mains type exam tmrw and jee advance type day after tmrw…

once jee is done, i wanna go even deeper into low level computing, might as well take up ECE as my major in engineering (let’s see what is god’s plan), want to learn programming GPU’s and and FGPA and also learn rust and c properly. I really loved nim and raylib and want to make a few silly touhou fangames once i am done w my exams.

bye i go study biomolecules (i have no clue why am i studying it)