My attempt 1 on jee went to shit. not good for anything other than qualifying the cutoff for jee advanced. It feels like everyone did better than me, among my friends I am the only who got left out from the NIT train… damn this JEE thing is hard… well if it was easier they wouldn’t call it jee… they would call it your mom. Anyways, these days for attempt 2 I am trying so hard with everything yet in every mock test I simply cannot pass the 97%ile barrier. Its so annoying, I’m done. Everything is over man, I don have money or any fancy shit that I could move to SF n scam a bunch of YC people off their money. I don have anyone to talk to irl except for my mother. I thought I would clear my mind by playing some video game. Touhou Project is nice… I played touhou 8 and touhou 17. Really nice game. Then I play some GTA 4, doin and blowin up stuff… the mission was almost on the end and as the last cutscene played… my pc died of thermal shutdown… I thought I must have been playing for quite some time now, and then I realized I played GTA only for 20 mins and it died. Even my pc don wan me havin’ some fun :( Like idk what happen to my pavillion. This laptop is tuff. I put it freezer, treat it really bad and it somehow keeps running but lately… it has been having a shit ton of heating issues and its pissing me off… I suspect the thermal paste is off, will fix it after my jee as always, have a shit ton planned after jee, don’t I? Man everyone around me is doin some crazy stuff, vibe coding has lowered the barrier, people are building insane startups and what not, and here I spent some time last week tryin’ building some yuri simulator. Speaking of my laptop I have been thinking about buying the new macbook neo, that thing look really fancy, although the 8gb ram and no backlit keyboard kind of feel a major thing to me… its honestly crazy how fast apple silicon is… I’m thinking of writing more smart and cool things instead of retarded ranting here, or being a midwit philosopher like my previous posts. idk where to begin tho… Like I believe I know somewhat well about how computers do stuff? But it feels really weird to write about tech here.
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